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Strindberg, August, 1849-1912

"Married"

They didn't spend money
on books, they bought food. What a prosaic period we were living in!
Ideals were melting away, one after the other, and ptarmigans were not
to be had under two crowns the brace. The livery stables would not
provide carriages for nothing for the cab-proprietors had wives and
families to support, just as everybody else; at the stores cash had to
be paid for goods, Oh! what realists they all were!
The great day had come at last. It was evening. He must run for the
midwife. And while his wife suffered all the pangs of childbirth, he
had to go down into the hall and pacify the creditors.
At last he held a daughter in his arms. His tears fell on the baby,
for now he realised his responsibility, a responsibility which he was
unable to shoulder. He made new resolutions. But his nerves were
unstrung. He was working at a translation which he seemed unable to
finish, for he had to be constantly out on business.
He rushed to his father-in-law, who was staying in town, to bring him
the glad news.
"We have a little daughter!"
"Well and good," replied his father-in-law; "can you support a child?"
"Not at present; for heaven's sake, help us, father!"
"I'll tide you over your present difficulties.


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